Thursday, March 8, 2012

Mixed Up Thoughts

When you know that your not strong enough to move on?
When every second their on your mind?
When all your mistakes you made seems so foolish?
When its too late to take it back or change your mind?
When you wish you could hate, but no matter how hard you try you can't?
When you fall asleep and you dream only of their face, feel only their embrace, hear only their voice in your ear?

When you cry and you realize no one really cares?

What do you do?

What can you do?

When your alone?
When your stuck?
When you need a hug and no will give you one?
When you stop dead in your tracks because it all hits you at once?

Don't cry
Can't cry

Don't care
Won't care

Try to hate
It'll be your shield from the pain

Did it hurt you?
Am I on your mind?
Did you cry for me? 
 
Do you crave my  touch, like I crave yours?
Do you crave my kiss like I crave yours?
Do you crave my love still, like I still crave yours?

When you left...so did everyone one else...
But..that's my fault too.

Farewell love
Farewell friend
Farewell plans
Farewell...


(p.s. The worst part is... you did the same to me...and broke my heart twice.. I forgave you then, but now... I take it all back...You proved to me.. that i was right to never trust you.)

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Missing you by Shiloh

Missing you, just isn't easy.
But not everything in this life can be as simple as paper birds
Its not just about the love that we make
Or how it feels when you kiss me
We build this place together
And it can so easily be torn apart
So easily ripped away from you like it never even existed
Maybe one day we'll have the strength to rebuild

Missing you
Missing you
Missing you
Just isn't easy
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Sunday, March 4, 2012

N-O-R-M-A-L?

I knew what normal was. I never really realized that it hasn't been "normal"... Has it ever been normal? What is the definition of true normal if normal never was, and never can be true?